Becoming the Villain’s Family - Chapter 232
Chapter 232
‘I wanted to hear those words directly from Lloyd.’
She hadn’t realized it.
It was so sudden that she had a child that she didn’t even have time to think about such leisurely thoughts.
‘Because Lloyd reacts as if he doesn’t need children…….’
But the truth is, she wanted him to jump for joy like normal people.
Even if he didn’t cry out of happiness, she wanted him to at least say thank you and I love you.
She wanted to have a heated debate about whether it was a girl or a boy and who it would resemble.
‘I know why Lloyd said that.’
Aria knew that she was so precious to him. He said it because he was afraid of losing her. And if the child was to be born carrying Valentine’s fate, who they thought was gone…….
‘Lloyd might think it would be better if the child never was born.’
Her thoughts were gradually flowing in a more negative direction.
Aria became unbearably sad.
What does it mean if she understands it with her head? Her heart can’t accept the thoughts at all.
She bit her lip hard.
She swallowed her emotions as hard as she could.
Fortunately, Tristan, who had said goodbye to Aria, was already showing his back from afar.
“Uhh…”
When she confirmed that Tristan was completely gone, she burst into tears.
The sadness rose so high that it was difficult to control her emotions.
“What, why…sniffle, why am I like this?”
She sniffed and wiped her eyes with her sleeve.
“Young, Young Madam?!”
An employee who saw Aria and let out a frightened sound.
“Stop it. You didn’t see anything.”
“Bu, but…!”
“I don’t want to call all my family together, so stay quiet.”
She just wanted to be alone.
After trying to stay calm, she went out into the garden.
As she went into a corner to avoid people’s eyes, the tears she had been holding back flowed out.
“Hiccup, huu-uuh, heup, huwaah…”
She was crying so much she ended up gasping. She was almost sobbing. She wouldn’t cry so sadly even if someone dies.
‘Why am I like this, really?’
Aria found it most absurd herself.
She had been through all sorts of bizarre things since she was born, but she had never cried so hard.
She came back to life.
There were times when she almost lost her voice.
There were times when she chose her own death and went to hell.
Compared to those things, this really was nothing.
“Kii-iing, kiing.”
The wolves and leopard who saw Aria weeping bitterly, swarmed towards her. The animals didn’t bother her and just stayed by her side, so Aria didn’t bother kicking them out.
“Aria?”
Then.
She heard the voice of the person she didn’t want to face the most at this moment.
She stopped crying and looked up.
Lloyd appeared through the bush and called out to her with a very bewildered face.
“Ari…….”
Aria snapped Lloyd’s hand who was reaching to her. Slap, with all her might.
The one who did the hitting was Aria, the one who was hit was Lloyd, but it was Aria’s hand that turned red.
She let out a silent scream. Her bones vibrated as if she had hit some kind of rock.
Lloyd, who was frozen for a moment by the shock, noticed her furrowed eyebrows and strode forward.
“Aria.”
“Don’t. Go away.”
He just called her name, but she immediately refused him. Lloyd’s already white face turned even more pale.
“You’re hurt. You need to show it to the doctor.”
But even when she told him to go, he persisted.
“I can go on my own feet.”
“You were crying so much that you couldn’t even control your body…”
He twitched his fingers, then squeezed his fists, then loosened them again. It was because he wanted to hug the crying Aria, but he couldn’t because she refused.
“Ha. I was crying for someone.”
Aria burst out laughing. Without even thinking to wipe away her tears, she glared at him and said.
“Go before you hear anything hurtful from me.”
She grasped her own condition. She wasn’t being reasonable and couldn’t control her emotions well.
‘Before, after hearing all about the past from Sabina, I was going to have a calm conversation with Lloyd.’
So much for staying calm. If she stayed like this, it seemed like all kinds of nonsense that has never existed would come out.
Then things get worse.
“Do it.”
“What?”
“Say anything to me.”
Lloyd said so. While keeping his distance from her.
“But don’t hit me. It will only hurt your hand.”
That’s right……. His words were true.
Valentine’s body is strong, but the mind is weak. And Lloyd loves Aria more than anyone else.
Now that they have become each other’s world, it is possible to completely break down, trample, and tear the heart apart with a single word.
“You know what I’m going to say.”
Aria knew how to hold a knife in her tongue.
She could control the minds of those who had fallen for her, and she could even manipulate them.
She just doesn’t do it. Because she knows the human way.
She loved him deeply, and so did he.
“Say anything.”
Lloyd’s eyes were speaking.
Don’t just tell me to go, it’s okay to hack me up with your words, it’s okay to die drowning in your verbal abuse.
“Lloyd.”
Aria called him.
“A single word can get stuck in the heart forever and kill a person.”
“…”
“I don’t want to do it.”
She didn’t want to be like the people who had eaten away at her mind and planted deep traumas on her.
So she got up.
“Let’s not meet until I calm down a bit.”
And she had no choice but to say what Lloyd would hate to hear the most.
“……When will that be?”
“I don’t know either. I can’t control my emotions at all… until then, I’ll stay in my old room.”
“I’d rather you curse and hate me.”
“I’m sorry, but I can’t follow that taste.”
Aria said his mournful words as a joke. She didn’t even have the energy to listen seriously.
With a face wet with tears, she pushed him away, who came and blocked her way.
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