It’s Not Night - Chapter 108.1

Andra got up and tried to walk past Dustin, only to stumble and fall forward. Her legs did not have enough strength due to the aftereffects of their violent affairs.

Dustin hurriedly picked up Andra before she stumbled to the floor, then held her up. Because of this, Andra got embarrassed and struggled with her body.

“What if someone sees…!”

“You can’t even walk properly. I’ll set you back down as soon as I feel someone’s presence.”

As an Awakened, Dustin had better senses than others. If he were to feel someone’s presence nearby, he would drop Andra off and walk away from her immediately. But Andra still didn’t like this, and so she narrowed her brows.

Letting out a deep sigh, she spoke again.

“It’s not as simple as that. So far, we’ve been lucky enough not to get caught, but what if we really get caught doing this?”

Despite her reproachful voice, Dustin unknowingly strengthened his embrace. He knew what it was that she was worried about. He knew very well what kind of repercussions would come if people were to find out about their relationship.

But even for that reason, every time Andra tried to push him away, Dustin felt a sense of thirst seething inside him.

He wanted to be by her side a little longer.

He wanted to monopolize her more and kiss her from time to time,

Why couldn’t he do that just because of other people?

He knew it was wrong to feel greed like this. He also knew that he shouldn’t be thinking in this way.

But the human being’s mind was cunning. Once they had one, they would want two. Once they had two, they would want three.

At first, he thought he’d be content just being by Andra’s side, watching her from the sidelines. But now, he wanted her all to himself.

Other people’s eyes did not matter. If that’s the problem, then all he had to do was take Andra somewhere far away and live alone together with her, forever…

“Dustin?”

Dustin looked down at Andra as she held his hand and shook it hard. She was still staring at him with a disapproving look. Why aren’t you talking? I want to walk on my own.

For now, Dustin meekly put her down. Instead, he held her up and supported her. She looked like she could just barely stand on her own two feet.

Still, Andra pushed Dustin’s hand away.

“That’s fine, I can stand on my own.”

“You might fall again.”

“I won’t. Am I that weak?”

It was a little difficult for her to move her legs, which had been spread open to accept the man for a long time, but not so much that she couldn’t move at all.

She would naturally recover after a while anyway. Even if she had a rough affair with Dustin, the magic protected her body. The only thing that made her uncomfortable was the s*men that remained inside her as she couldn’t scrape it out.

‘I know it will be absorbed on its own, But… I can’t help but feel embarrassed.’

It felt as if the s*men that had pooled inside her would flow down her legs at any time. She knew that it’s just her own feeling, but she can’t get rid of this pointless concern.

Above all, her lower abdomen seemed to be slightly swollen, and it continued to bother her—even though she knew that her body wasn’t in a state to conceive. She’s not very experienced, but she might be more concerned because Dustin started having sex without proper contraception.

‘I know… He’s Dustin. I never thought I’d have sex with an Airak so often…’

As Andra tried hard not to think about it, she began to walk forward little by little. In her mind, the first thing she would do once she went back was to look in the mirror and check the parts of her body that had visible signs outside. It would be embarrassing if anyone saw the marks Dustin left on her body.

Come to think of it, Dustin had quite a nasty habit every time they did this together. Biting, licking, groping… He didn’t let the other person stay still. The inevitable outcome was him leaving his mark on every corner of her body.

Or, were most men like this?

‘I don’t think anyone else has been like this…’

Recalling her memories of her previous affairs, they were making their way through the grass when Dustin grabbed Andra out of nowhere.

“Must we even hide it?”

She opened her mouth as Dustin took a heavy breath under the moonlight scattered through the leaves in the forest. His pale green eyes seemed to have sunk a little.

What’s he saying?

Andra looked up at Dustin with a supposed bewilderment. Dustin reached out and pulled Andra towards him. Then he buried his face in the nape of her neck.

“It might be better to just acknowledge our relationship. At first, everyone will surely react as we’re already expecting.”

“What are you talking about?”

“It means that it might be better to reveal everything.”

“What? That you and I are having a relationship under the magic spell?”

With her expression becoming distorted, Andra hastily pushed Dustin away. What the hell are you talking about? Didn’t you agree to keep that part a secret? Andra couldn’t understand Dustin’s sudden change in attitude. Dustin added more words to make an excuse.

“That’s not what I mean.”

“What do you mean?”

“It’s just that… I wondered what it would be like to say that we are lovers.”

“Lovers?”

Andra faced Dustin. Then she thought. About herself and Dustin.

She had never thought of Dustin and herself as lovers. No, she had never even thought of him as anything close to that.

Avellin and Airak, lovers? Was that even conceivable?

Besides, she hadn’t even forgiven him yet.

“Dustin, are you under the impression that we are like lovers?”

For Andra, being lovers was a relationship in which two people’s feelings for each other were clear to each other, and they would make happy moments together even if the future was somewhat uncertain.

Andra and Dustin’s relationship was far from that.

Was she happy? Andra asked herself that question. Was she happy with Dustin?

The answer was plain and simple.

Of course not.