I Grabbed the Tyrant’s Heart - Chapter 68
Tess’s thumb nail pressed down right on my chest’s raised tips.
“Here, isn’t it hardened?”
“Ahk!”
I have to tell him not to do it. I have to push him away.
But the other person is Tess. That Tessvalun.
To me he’s… dear Tess.
It’s Tess, so I’m like this. If someone else did this, no, I wouldn’t have let them touch me like this.
But I know it shouldn’t be like this. I’m rejecting Tess, so if I want to do it, I have to show it straight.
There would be no problem as in the Northern Empire, virginity before marriage is not important, but the problem is that Tess doesn’t just want my body. Because he wants my heart, I’m trying to get out of it.
“Heup.”
My body betrayed me and reacted in its own way.
As I leaned over, Tess pulled his hand that held my chest towards himself. To keep my upper body upright.
Something from my body soaked my underwear. I pulled my legs together to keep my head from noticing it. Tess didn’t seem to notice, preoccupied with touching my skin.
After a while, he removed his hand, as if he had touched me to his heart’s content. Then he straightened my dress and called me in a very friendly voice.
“Euseniel.”
“Ung?”
“I love you.”
My heart suddenly stopped.
“I love you, Euseniel.”
* * *
It’s not the first time I whispered I love you, but Euseniel was very surprised. Did she not know that I love her?
The little head that rested on my shoulder was very lovely and I pressed my lips to her forehead. When I heard a slight panting sound, my body, which had barely subsided, began to heat up.
No, I have to be patient.
Instead, I fumbled for the small, warm lips. She did not reject me.
“Umm…….”
My body went numb just with the moaning from Euseniel, and I gripped her breasts, which I had touched. Surprised, she put her hand on the back of my hand, but didn’t try to remove my hand.
I know that Euseniel doesn’t hate that I am touching her.
“Euseniel.”
“Ung…….”
In the languid voice drunk with pleasure, the desire that was barely subdued, wriggled up.
“Ah, Euseniel. My Euseniel.”
It was a greedy voice even when I heard it myself, but Euseniel calmly accepted my hand as it groped for her flesh again.
When I put my tongue on it, it is so soft and sweet that I don’t know if I’m melting or if it’s Euseniel’s flesh. I was helplessly sucked in.
Shall we go to bed? Will it be okay?
I seem to be going crazy just by the exposed places, but what about the deeper places? It will definitely drive me even more crazy.
Euseniel didn’t seem to notice, but I also smelled the liquid leaking from between her legs. My mouth burns.
“Euseniel.”
“Ung, Tess.”
The voice seemed calm as usual, but I could tell how Euseniel was from the subtly trembling voice.
Oh, it’s lovely.
If I covet her more deeply, will her voice tremble more? I want to lick her neck that makes that sound too.
“Euseniel…….”
However, I stopped because I remembered her hand that was preventing me from digging into the dress. If I ask for anything more here, I think she will explode.I think she will push me away without even allowing this.
Unlike during our childhood, there was no more resoluteness in the glittering gold eyes. Instead, I couldn’t help but feel that it was full of unknown emotions.
It’s okay because I’m used to enduring what’s given to me very limitedly.
This is a luxury because I’ve been living with just the fact that she was alive all these years.
“Tess.”
My stomach burned at the sight of Euseniel calling my name with trembling eyelashes and moaning through the fragile lips.
Oh, I want to swallow it. I want to eat it.
The instinct that occupied a part of my body screams to go at her.
“Yes, Euseniel.”
I muttered the name of the person I loved so as not to eat my ego. The urge subsided like magic.
My love, stretched out and held in my arms, was small and fragile like a butterfly that would crumble at any moment in my hand.
“Your hair is really soft.”
“Do you like it?”
“Yes.”
“What else do you like?”
“Umm…….”
Euseniel, who was rarely so relaxed, agonized as she rolled her eyes.
“Your eyes.”
“Then?”
“Nose, lips.”
“Then?”
“Face, voice.”
“Then?”
After thinking for a moment with her mouth open, Euseniel turned her head to the side.
“…… I’ll stop talking.”
It was so cute that I kissed her on the cheek, and Euseniel’s long eyelashes trembled. I didn’t mention the unfamiliar smell that emanated from the sweet and warm body scent.
Between her legs, the subtle scent kept scratching my nerves, and my hand grabbed the dress that was disheveled.
Let’s lift it up and see what it really is. To check whether it’s what I expect or not, with my own two eyes.
“Tess.”
Euseniel called to me as if she had noticed my feelings.
“Huh?”
“Do you have anything to tell me?”
I was breathless for a moment.
What did she find out?
That I can see souls, or that I made a pact with the devil?
I know that Euseniel is not someone who just hates people just because of this fact, but even if she hates me, I’ll pretend I don’t know, but the words didn’t come out.
If she says no to me, I will think that what she says and what her heart truly felt are the opposite, because I couldn’t see her soul.
“Tess?”
A small hand gently caresses my hair.
Euseniel doesn’t trust people very well. She draws a polite line and never lets anyone in it except she gives her permission.
If she knew that I was hiding something…….
Just the assumption sent a chill down my spine.
“No.”
When I managed to say a word, Euseniel shook my hand and stood up.
I was terrified.
“Euseniel!”
I grabbed her roughly.
Wrinkles formed on the bridge of Euseniel’s nose. Even this was so cute that I wanted to lick it, but unfortunately it wasn’t the right situation.
“It hurts, Tess.”
“Why did you stand up? Where are you going?”
“It’s been a while, so I should go.”
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