Dear Eddert - Chapter 85
Chapter 85
Translator: effe
“Eden… Haa….”
With a mangled voice, he called her name, and Hyemi slowly opened her eyes. Seeing the man’s expression filled with desire for her, her body heated up, and a deep part of her chest throbbed.
“Walter.”
“Ung.”
Walter mumbled with an enchanted expression as he looked at her. Even if she never regains her memories forever, would he continue to look at her with such eyes?
“Will you… continue to….stay by my side?”
Hyemi asked softly, her voice sounding like a whisper. She couldn’t help but wanted to rely on him more and more.
She had thought that Benedict was the only person she needed to return home, but now it seemed like the path to him looked impossibly distant. In this situation, there weren’t many people she could trust.
“I’ve already sworn to you.”
How could she not be captivated by this man who looked at her with heated eyes and earnestly declared that?
“As long as you allow me…”
Walter paused his words and firmly bit down on his lips.
“No.”
His brown hair swayed in the wind above his forehead as he shook his head.
“Even if you don’t permit it, I’ll be by your side forever, Eden.”
Hyemi’s pupils silently flickered.
He was the one who had come searching for her even in a different world. Walter, who had guarded her side for three years when she was just a breathing corpse. The knights’ concerns that Walter, who slept in the same bed and held the corpse every day, might lose his mind were not just a joke.
“Then…”
Hyemi bit her lip, swallowing the words she wanted to say.
‘Can I rely on you?’
Even thinking about it made her body tremble with fear. However, she had already decided to fight with Kaplan. In this situation where the words spoken couldn’t be taken back, where her mind might be swaying, could she allow herself to depend on him, just as Cedric suggested?
“Haa….”
A heavy sigh followed the bitten thought. She couldn’t bring herself to speak. The emotions rising toward him were confusing, whether it was a simple trust, or some pink-colored emotion toward a man she had encountered for the first time in her life. If it was the former, it felt like taking advantage of his innocence, and if it was the latter…
If it was the latter, she was afraid. The image of herself in Walter’s eyes was the Eden from before she lost her memory. The contradictory feeling of disappointment that Walter loved someone who was herself but not herself.
Once again, an inexplicable heat welled up in her chest.
You are mine.
This man’s body and heart are entirely mine.
An unfamiliar emotion, even to herself. The strange feeling towards Walter, was it due to the fragments of memories, or was it her true feelings?
“Eden.”
Walter’s thumb traced her lips. At the end of the warm touch was a shiver. Hyemi’s gaze fell on his shaking pupils, down the deepened eye lines, wrinkled nose and his long lips letting out a hot breath.
She realized that this place was where they had first kissed underwater. Walter’s eyes revealed an unmistakable excitement.
“Do you… perhaps, want to do it with me now?”
Hyemi’s question might have been an impulsive statement. Walter swallowed hard with a tortured face. As the wind blew, her hair fluttered, and gently tickled the raised veins on the back of his hand. His chest swelled, and hot breath flowed between his lips.
Under normal circumstances, she might not have uttered these words. However, she wanted to know. She wanted to confirm her feelings towards him.
“I want to do it with you now.”
Her voice, as if she barely wanted him to hear, made Walter’s long pupils narrow even more. He managed to speak with a stiff voice.
“But here…”
It reminded him of when Eden, who had lost her memory, was terrified of hearing them having s*x outside.
“Why? Is it because I’ve lost my memory ….. that you don’t want to?”
As she stared at Walter with round eyes and whispered in an anxious voice, his concerns were washed away as if by magic. What he wanted most to show her was himself. A suppressed moan-like voice resonated in his vocal cords.
“….I want it so much I’m going crazy.”
I want you. Even now, I want you so much that it hurts.
“Huht…!”
Walter aggressively captured her lips and swiftly removed her outer garment as if throwing it away. A thick garment was spread on the ground where dry grass grew. Walter lifted Hyemi up and sat her against a rock. Then, he successively removed her pants and leather shoes.
“Haa…!”
The wind brushed past with a swift motion, lightly touching her lower body. As Walter lowered his body, almost as if his head would touch the ground, he buried his face between her legs. An instant surge of heat enveloped her entire body.
“Hng…!”
Her sensitive place was already wet from the moment they started kissing. As Walter sucked on her clit with his hot mouth, Hyemi leaned against the rock, spreading her knees and twisting her waist.
Even the gentle touch of his soft hair tickling the inside of her thighs was stimulating. Seeing the liquid flow from within, Walter lifted his face and lightly touched her lower body with his hand.
“…Not cold, Eden?”
“No, not co… hahng…!”
His long finger with bulging knuckles invaded her. It felt like her walls were melting under his tender touch. Hyemi’s eyelids trembled slightly as he looked at Walter’s face approaching for a kiss.
“It’s hot inside you….”
While Walter sucked on her lips, he added another finger. A faint moist sound was spreading subtly. Although Hyemi tried to close her knees, it was in vain. Two fingers had come in completely and gently explored her inner walls.