Summary
“My Euseniel.”
Tess, who became an adult, called my name in a soft tone. He smiled, narrowing his eyes, and covered my cheeks with his large hands.
There were many things I wanted to say when I met my childhood friend, but in the end it was only a stupid question.
***
The Crown Prince’s only friend, me, Euseniel Hardland.
One day, our family was expelled from the capital for having had a bad influence on the Crown Prince.
Reunited after 14 years, he was very different.
***
“Why… Why did you change so much?”
Tess tilted his head, and his black hair, which was obviously blonde before, flew down.
“It’s your taste.”
Red lips drew arcs as if seducing me, and the dark blue eyes slowly loosened.
“Because I like you, my Euseniel.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’re numbered normally to make things simple. Moving forward, the TL will be posting as often as she can to compensate for the length.
su
The names are hilarious. Well, I guess it makes them easier to remember xD
Lol
Being Gael must sucks. The parents have blatant favoritism to her older sister and they also failed to educate her properly as well as guide her to this new society that she suddenly have to fit in.
Odi
Wow really?
Odi
Craziness 100%
Odi
That’s scary as hell… but someone says this is r19 novel so I will be blind for a while :”)
Odi
FL is a bit dense :”)
Eliana Dos Santos Dias
Até que enfim saiu
bbg
Kim Dokja??
Clendenin
Damn Tess using his cry as weapon to get Euel.
Clendenin
It’s really weird to see a child that is already like Tess
Evenoix Lamair
It’s not that strange.
Kids get weirdly possessive.
And I have a feeling that the main reason Tess is ok with the FL is because she’s a halfblood.
But it also seems like the child isn’t being raised in the best environment.
Wise4Idiot
True. Kids are really possessive. Plenty of kids cry if their friend talk with other kids as strange as it may seems. I remember getting ready upset if my sister try to use my cup, spoon or plate. Humans are possessive but we gradually learn to control ourselves as we get older. Also, the prince seems like a very sensitive child. He can feel that people don’t actually like him, only treat him nicely because he’s a prince. That’s probably why he likes the FL do much, she treat him just like any other kid. It was noted that he hates when she calls him crown prince. He seems really unhappy that he was born of the royal family
Clendenin
He got serious problem.
Clendenin
Does Tess have a deal with the devil? I want to know Tess secret
Rebecca
The way she was talking so fancily about the details from the floor or ceiling is so me lmaooo
Rebecca
The fact that it always gave me butterflies whenever it was the turn for the ml’s pov is so crazy (I might need therapy)
Rebecca
I’m gonna have beef with that brat lili fr, like bro the fl saved her and then she still wanted to make the fl suffer by making her young sis suffer first?!!?? Like IF I WAS THE FL, I’D MAKE HER GOOFY AHH HAIR BALD AND RIP OUT HER DRESS, IDC IF MY REPUTATION BECAME BAD, THE AUDACITY TO EVEN DO THAT IS JZ ARGHHH
ShadowMcFall
Man’s become a beast, this is great!
Mai
Wow! She is strong, I wouldn’t be able to endure something like this, I never whined or acted childishly, even when I was a child, and I didn’t like it when kids were like this one. Euseniel has the patience of a saint.
Mai
This child! But the discipline must come from the parents and not another six year old, it’s a clear parenting fail in here.
Mai
I mean, mom’s always know best…
Mai
I’m scared for her and everyone else around her. The Empress needed to educate her child instead of trying it with Euseniel’s mom.
Mai
Her poor family! The crown Prince became like that because his parents failed at educating and taking care of him but because they can’t see their own failure they are hurting an innocent family! And all those other so called friends, those nobles with no backbone, I hope they regret this!
Mai
The punishment is too much but the girl went out of her way to try and crush Euseniel, she got in that mess herself, probably because her dumb father didn’t pay enough attention to her education. Only the crown Prince, now turned Emperor, can throw tantrums at will, didn’t she now?
Mai
Poor mom is trying really hard but Euseniel is feeling things so the battle might be lost on her side.
Mai
The Xuen family is really trying their luck with everything they do, if they keep going at this pace, they are going to lose their heads as a group.
Mai
This guy is playing with her emotions but she doesn’t really dislike it so…
Mai
Looks like the little girl isn’t very fond of her head, one will think she had learned her lesson after almost losing it but it appears she needs to either be re-educated or disposed off before her whole family suffers the consecuences of her actions.
Mai
I love it! She is her little sister’s hero now.
Mai
This was like a meeting of Euseniel’s biggest fans.
Mai
I mean… She had it coming…
Mai
A smart girl won’t wait forever, besides there are other things besides romantic love.
Mai
Why are they still around? How come they haven’t been kicked out of the Empire? If the former Marquis can’t control his brat and wants her to live, he should have left voluntarily with her, to a place far away.
Mai
At least she is honest. Imagine if he could hear her thoughts…
Mai
Oh, Lord, he can’t think of her without imagining weird things…
Mai
That Count is about to get schooled, I love it. I’m going to get some popcorn.
Mai
Oh! An opponent he would think of? I wonder if lady Daidi also has a heart for Euseniel…
mangafun1321
Baddass!!
JasonFlame
im glad im reading this after reading some chapters of the manhwa
JasonFlame
lmao
JasonFlame
._.
JasonFlame
its creepy and funny looking at his perspective
JasonFlame
tess is gonna murder someone soon
JasonFlame
lol fr
Just Passing By
…
Mai
Everyone in here likes to live that dangerous life.
Mai
This kid probably knew about the Emperor’s feelings towards Euel, because there’s no way someone living in that world doesn’t know, and he still dared to go and propose, not ask out, propose! to her and now his family is in shambles… He needs to smarten up. Also, he was rejected, kindly rejected but still… No is no, sweetie, move along.
Evenoix Lamair
I wanna see his cute mochi like cheeks!
Evenoix Lamair
I have a feeling that guy will be one of the many that were mentioned in the prolog
Wise4Idiot
This is the problem with children of high nobility. Because he’s a prince everyone is afraid of correcting him and allow him to be spoiled.
Wise4Idiot
My lady further digging her grave. It’s especially strange how sharply he changed. Almost like two different persons. It feels like he got two years older. That’s a lot considering how mature the little adults of this story is. Like the fact that they don’t make kids extremely childish. Kids might be ignorant of a lot of things but they aren’t foolish
Violet Evergarden 31
Well, that btch was treated like a spoiled brat from her childhood & her father also went along with her whims. “Spare the rod, spoil the child” applies well. Also, she was left alone Only because she shared a relationship with Fl’s friend & her brother. She had enough chances and now, enough is enough. Either exile both of them or death penalty so that they stop buzzing around like flies.
Sueli
Sinto que ciúmes vira em breve
Sueli
I have the feeling that this day was the last time Nus saw the morning sun
Sueli
I mean… He is hot
Sueli
His world is her
Sueli
I guess he can
Sueli
Her Mother and Father dislikes Tess I don’t know why, but I am pretty sure that if they try to disturb their relationship, Tessa will be cruel
Sueli
Tess is trying to disturb lol
Sueli
His emotions changes the weather. I mean, Tess emotions.
Sueli
Tess is so hot lol
Sueli
My goodness
Sueli
They should stop this games and love each other as well, I mean, she, because he already know his feelings since childhood
Sueli
He is cute
Sueli
Wtf this guy
Sueli
She used this opportunity to test him
Sueli
Kkķkkķkkkk amiga se tu quer dar fala
Sueli
Finally?
Sueli
Be the empress
Sueli
well done
Sueli
Excited for the next chapter. Tess is so Hot, but I think she really gonna give him her body
Sueli
Now, reading again, It seems like he feels insecure afraid of she leaving him bcoz of another man, so he wants to take her body as a way to secure that she belongs to him
Sueli
He said her name 16 times in a chapter hahaha
BTW, they are finally becoming a couple
Sueli
Waiting for actualization. Thank you for your nice job, translator ❤
Sueli
I am always waiting for news chapters excited. Thank you for sharing ❤
Sueli
It is a nice novel. Tess (ML) is a psico type, but still lovely and sweet.
Calla
I don’t get it?! Why don’t they just marry each other then? They’re a freaking powerful ducal family
Violet Evergarden 31
Nope, it’s still ongoing
Honkai Impact
He scary and cutie
Sueli
Please don’t give up, I will help sharing this novel with people I know
Sueli
They gonna have a baby soon. And I don’t think he is trying to baby trap her because he doesn’t know she wanna leave him. He is just too possessive and want her to be his wife and mother of his kids.
Leyira
I really love reading from his POV. I hope there are a lot more chapters from him. It’s really interesting!
Sueli
I feel like Tes is listening everything since he always listen when she is talking to other males. But I feel like she is already preg so before leaving she will discover that, os Tes gonna feel sick soon.
Kofoworola Obasekore
❤️
Sueli
Oh I guess he is crying, but I believe before Euceniel go to the modern world she will discover she us pregnant
Navirhiha
Hmm.. the story at the beginning all focused to ml and his suffering.
I dont see villain in this novel.
Maybe the devil in ml is the greatest vilain.
Also, fl in this novel not as important as ml, because mostly pov is from ml’s view, what he see, what he wants, etc. Fl just stubbornly want to go back to her world, ignoring all the people who loves her in this world
these hot men will kill me
Did he just do what i think he did
^TagWiffle^
reminder, they did this all on a fucking chair
Abiyola
Chai
Sueli
I know Tess is sick
ayue rie
Why the devil can forget his memory… I don’t understand
SoSOrry06
It’s not a spoiler but what I think about him who avoids her .
Oh… Maybe she’s pregnant and he sensed it. So he think that she had another man…. ?
yeahitshannah328
“our Highness is saying that you are going to take a mere Duke’s daughter to class now” who tf r u?? how is a duke’s daughter insignificant?? lmao why do they hate her so much shes so chill
yeahitshannah328
no way he just blamed a six year old even tho hes a shitty dad
yeahitshannah328
FL is the problem in this case. She doesn’t admit that she cares about Tess and loves him, and even says herself that she is a coward…
GojoSatoru'sStudent
The fact that she told her deepest secret to Tess really shows that he is very special to her. If this doesn’t have a happy ending istg
SlenderSera
little menace
Noyu
haha yess
Noyu
yea that’s all he thinks
Cecilia
Kim dokja?
Dark Queen
I know right, the cover looks like Kim Dokja.
Aelthia
So, suddenly Ethyl is called to the palace & can't spend any time with our FL. Tess had a hand in this I'm sure. I don't know how he knew or what he has done but I'm sure this is due to him.
Aelthia
She seems to fall for Tess' innocent looking eyes
Aelthia
This is not a conversation I would be having in front of such a young child as Gael, she's only 14 & much less mature than Euel at that age. Deciding the future of the family out of guilt & a desire for silk ribbons isn't prudent.
Aelthia
Wait…Etyl's letters stopped around the same time Tess ascended the throne…coincidence?
Aelthia
Another set of unworthy parents the Xuens
Aelthia
I'm glad we know why it took so long for him to call her back to the capital. Very good reason to wait…accidentally killing random people.
Aelthia
“No. I was trying to tell you that it doesn’t matter if you change your appearance.” I'm glad she told him this. She definitely seems attracted to Tess & she doesn't seem like a shallow person who'd only be attracted to someone due to their looks. I pity Tess.
Aelthia
Why does she want to return to the world of her previous life?
Aelthia
This ML is obsessed. On another note, it's gotta be draining for a yandere to be able to constantly (& quite literally) see the affection your love rival has for the person of your affections & obsessions
Aelthia
When I remember her and wets the bed sheets, I become defenseless
Does this mean what I think it means?
Aelthia
Tess is really playing the long game here. I guess after waiting 14 years you learn patience. That explains why he hasn't done anything about Bonart or Nus…he already has plans prepared. It seems like something breaks everything murder crosses his mind. Is his devil related to the monsters at the boarders?
Aelthia
So she's actually had a thing for Tess since she was a kid, she just denied it & repackaged it. Now it makes sense, why she never truly rebukes him harshly or pushes away his advances. She's always liked him. He is a master manipulator & she has no clue he's manipulating her. She keeps buying the innocent eyes & the angelic face she used to know. He's definitely become cunning.
Aelthia
Awesome sister
Aelthia
I'm glad he seems smart
Aelthia
If she's to be the family head, she'll have no shortage of suitors.
Aelthia
I feel bad for Tess. I wish Euel could give him some reassurance, I understand why she doesn't- leaving for her world. Even if she did it couldn't change 2 decades of neglect overnight. At least her actions show she cares for him.
Aelthia
She really doesn't see the pattern with Tess yet? If it's on Euel's list of preference for her ideal type, Tess has it.
Aelthia
I wonder how often she has nightmares of her previous death. Is that why she can't forget her previous life, world & Mom?
Aelthia
Oh, so Tess was right?
Aelthia
The mother definitely dislikes Tess. I get the impression the father will go along with whatever the mother feels strongly about. I don't think Tess would harm Euel's parents, even if they did try to interfere with their relationship. He has proven to be smarter than that, example is the Xuen family. They only survived because Aurin is Euel's friend. Elves seem to have a resistance to Tess' magic.
Aelthia
Wow it always thunders when Tess is upset. Also, the monsters increased when he made the deal with the devil & the devil must be what is depicted in black in the painting/murals. Does Euel's mother know something about this? She has an ability like intuition, right?
Aelthia
I feel bad for Tess. I think his insecurities & dependence on 1 person will cause disaster.
Aelthia
Where did this dude come from?! Doesn't Weathering Blest stay with this duke's family? Or a different one?
Aelthia
…how often does she experience the pain of her last death? It's like a curse. I really don't think the world is calling her back, that makes no sense. Maybe those responsible for her death cursed her too.
Aelthia
Euel has good instincts about the weather
Aelthia
Poor Tess, if he only knew how important he is to Euel. The only soul he cant read, but would bring the most comfort if he could. (I've developed a soft spot for Tess)
Aelthia
Is this Arden's true feelings? I can't tell, but Euel seems to be a reliable narrator. If they are his feelings, at least he's considerate enough to speak with her before getting families involved.
Aelthia
An obedient yandere.
Aelthia
I don't think Tess will like this.
Aelthia
If only she'd communicate a bit more. I get she can't divulge everything but she could open up a little about how she feels. She's never told him her feelings in the least. He's already got abandonment issues from his parents. Silly characters
Aelthia
FL really needs to step up & be more open with Tess. He is suffering so much & a couple sentences from her could ease a lot of it. She however continues to be a "coward" even though she admits that he's special to her & would be even if he didn't look different. (Imagine that, she would have loved him even if he didn't sell his soul to the devil- makes sense to me, his parents behavior left a massive scar on his heart.
Aelthia
Glad she knows to put her guard up with Blest. But still stop being so mean to Tess. This is beginning to bother me.
Aelthia
I like Ruby
Aelthia
Sounds like he switched out her birth control for an unknown substance.
Aelthia
After Tess' reaction to her leaving I wanted to say, "aww, what beautiful love they share"
Then I recall everything Tess has done up until now, tampering with her birth control, wanting to execute people for proposing to her, execute someone else for being rude & disrespting her, etc. I don't think Tess has given up, but does he know he can't follow because he is human mixed with Devil blood?
Aelthia
Surprised at how mature & reasonable Tess is being, but will it last?
Aelthia
Does that mean Tess can enter? & what is unclean in her body? I think I might know
Aelthia
Tess really is a crybaby, even now.
Aelthia
Did he truly think he only favored her because he couldn't see her soul?!
Aelthia
Hope he finally tells her all about his 'sight'
Aelthia
I think Gael is visiting the person, blood relation of Tess', locked in the annex.
Aelthia
Is he transforming into some type of monster/devil here? I also didn't understand all the talk about his name.
Aelthia
For as strong as she is, she us weak at the most annoying times.
Aelthia
She is hesitating because of the same family she left behind to go to another world to see her previous birth mom. Some of these plot devices feel a bit forced. Or Euel is a finicky flake. Not sure which I'm supposed to believe. Perhaps I missed something?
Aelthia
Well at least she's starting to see how selfish she's been.
Aelthia
The Duke definitely seems to be one of the good people.
Sam
And after that what happen does fl go back again or she became empressempress
Abiyola
Tess ohh
Keiko kana
Ohhh woww since child hmmm
Keiko kana
Lol father and crown prince so cute
Keiko kana
Lolllll two kids argue
Keiko kana
What actually happen with him?
Keiko kana
Mother must knw abt something
Keiko kana
Whattt the hell is happening rightt now
Keiko kana
Ohhh yasss queeennn show them!!!
Keiko kana
Ohhh wow i love him already
Lailymoon
Ohh wow he really plan something
Lailymoon
Ohh this btchhhh really another level
Lailymoon
Ohhh well that's hot
Keiko kana
What the hellll???
Keiko kana
Ohh this is epilogue? The guy?
Keiko kana
Omggg dont knw i feel sad for tess
Keiko kana
Ohhh finally although they like each other so muchh sighjj
Lailymoon
Ohhh hot
Keiko kana
Ohhhh finallyyy
Keiko kana
Ohhh i imagine abt tess ignore her but thats really hurt for many reasons
Keiko kana
Ohhjhhhh thats whyyyyy explain everything
Keiko kana
Ohhh this is my question from start. He loves her bcs she's just different or just bcs euseniel herself?
Keiko kana
Whattt what happen
Keiko kana
Ohhhh finally
Keiko kana
Wowww??? Surprised with the reason?
Keiko kana
Ohhh finally after such a longgg time
Keiko kana
What whattt i am so curious