My Past Life is Riddled With Many Sins - Chapter 42
Her escape was thwarted by walls pressed by his muscular arms, she could tell their strength just by looking at them. Moreover, the breath touching her ear was so moist and sticky, it gave a peculiar sensation…
“Uht!”
“So, this place is still sensitive.”
He licked her earlobe lightly, chuckling into her neck with satisfaction. Regina was so startled that she couldn’t retort. Though she was sensitive around her ears in her past life, it was his move that shocked her more than the touch itself.
The man who wouldn’t lay a finger on her without her consent in their previous life was now initiating contact unabashedly, it struck her like lightning.
As if toying with her pride, he brought his lips close to her ear again.
“I’ll make you happy. You won’t regret it. You’ll wet the sheets with pleasure, let’s do it.”
Regina’s mind swirled. Was this truly Friedrich? The saintly, supremely noble man who, even when touched, somehow made one feel guilty?
Now, there was no trace of sanctity, but rather a devilish allure as if he was determined to bewitch humans.
‘What on earth happened after I died?’
Her head spun. She had no idea what transformation he must have undergone to alter from the holiest of man to this. Although he wasn’t exactly good even before Yekarna’s death, but now it was entirely different.
Back then, his roughness in bed was more a form of retaliatory mind. He had never before actively seduced her like this.
He effortlessly led her to the bed. By the time she regained her senses, enveloped in the soft touch behind her, she was already in his arms. With one arm pulling her close and the other skillfully sliding inside her top, she jumped in response to his movements.
Are we actually going to do this?
Even as her clothes were being removed, Regina remained incredulous. The Friedrich she knew wasn’t that kind of man. As her top was rolled up, exposing her bare chest, she was still caught in cognitive dissonance.
“Your frame has become smaller than before, yet this here is still the same. It overflows and I can’t grasp it with one hand.”
Even as he uttered this evaluation, clasping her chest with his large hand.
“The n*pples, unlike before, are hidden away.”
Even when his hand gently caressed her are*las.
“Hu-uhk!”
Even when her nipples were stimulated, being mercilessly pinched by him.
However, as his knee forced its way between her thighs, spreading her legs, her brain, which had been refusing to accept the reality, began to understand the situation.
The reincarnation of Friedrich is genuine. He really intended to do it.
Regina could not bring herself to resist with all her might. Instead, she attempted to negotiate with her tongue.
“Sen, Senior! I’m still not ready for this…uh, and the temple! I heard you come from the temple, shouldn’t this kind of act be forbidden? I thought priests were supposed to remain chaste for life.”
“Ah, the duty of chastity.”
“Yes, that!”
Regina desperately tried not to let her mind succumb to him. Coveting beauties and living a promiscuous life were things of her past life. This time, she would not repeat the same mistake. She would not make him someone who could not enter the temple again.
“Do you know what the duty of chastity exactly is?”
He asked, playing with her knee. Just that touch made the strength in her legs fade, and she realized how weak she was before this man.
“It’s about not… engaging in intercourse?”
“It forbids the union of g*nitals. In other words, anything else does not constitute a violation.”
Was that so?
Regina was shocked by this fact, which she hadn’t known even in her past life.
‘So, they weren’t living a completely ascetic life, but rather enjoying everything they could… all the while putting on airs of being so noble?’
It was a moment of betrayal for Regina as she recalled the priests and nobles who, in the presence of the Empress, often proclaimed, ‘We are different from worldly people’ .
His hand moved up to cradle her chin.
“So, there’s no problem at all. There are plenty of ways to enjoy it without having to insert it.”
His thumb slipped between her lips, testing how far they would open.
She felt a shiver at the insistent, searching gaze that came from beneath his lowered eyelids. He withdrew his fingers and carefully caressed Regina’s face as if he had never engaged in such a reckless act.
“But if you don’t like it, then, yes. I won’t do it.”
His touch, as delicate as if handling something that could crumble with the slightest force, withdrew. Regina’s eyes trembled, overwhelmed by a sudden sense of loss.
Pull yourself together, Regina Heather. This is not the time to be swayed by such emotions.
He still suspected her of being Yekarna’s reincarnation. Hadn’t he deliberately made statements comparing her to Yekarna from his past life, as if to make her hear? If she let her guard down, it might lead to providing him with evidence, forcing her to confess.
‘How can I ensure that I’m not suspected any longer?’
She pondered if there was a way to make him truly believe she was not Yekarna…. Then, it struck her. What if she do something Yekarna would never do?
He might be acting out of wanting to do it just to test her, not out of genuine desire. What dominated his mind was not lust but suspicion.
If she chose actions that deviated entirely from ‘how Yekarna would have reacted,’ it could turn the situation in her favor.
And the one thing ‘Yekarna would never say in this situation’ was….
“Will you take responsibility?”
Regina looked up at him firmly.
“If we do this… will you be in a relationship with me?”